We want to preserve that feeling of bliss.. of floating on cloud nine,
The hollow, the scary, the lack.. all finally filled up,
a tranquil calm ensues…a certainty, the letting go of all the unwanted and solidly painful stumbles life has had in store for us and that possibly await us in the oh so distant, intangible, fractured future…
Why does it matter now?
Any of it?
Past and future collide into an inconceivable, disfigured mess…buried away in the unconscious
It all comes backs at some point.
All it takes is a trigger and we’re off…
Distraction worked last time
Disconnected, never present…untouchable…facade
but what do you do when it wears off?
You realise you can’t escape the foundations that build your life because you carry them everywhere you go, they are reflected in every person you meet, experience you have…
It’s a practice, it takes time, you grow wise…wiser still.
Suddenly the excitement is back and then the bliss and even more than that… insight.
Even better than last time
…because this time it’s not a product of distraction…
It’s not conditional.
You carry it with you through every experience and every person you meet is a reflection of that..
It’s there regardless..
Nothing is the same
Everything is constantly changing and evolving..
You are a part of everything
Beg nothing and no one to stay