I let out a sigh
…turn around and walk away without a single regret
..when the answer you give me is always not yet
..oh yeah do you want to bet?
The choices I make may be strange
…indifferent, bored, unchanged…
No more ruminating
Snap back, focus sharp, these thoughts are grating
I dress my best
when I put the final fragments to rest.
Giving purpose to the meaningless black, white and grey,
I did not want to waste the day
Precious time…spent this way
I’m so sorry
That I am always in a hurry.
That you always have to worry.
That my mind is foggy, unclear…blurry.
I promise there is a reason
…infact more than one…
..but this time I am not going to run.
In any way, down any path or in any direction.
In stillness I find inspiration.