One’s closest to us…

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One’s that did create the original trauma…

Family drama…

Even if they profess to love us…

..the original wound came about the day they broke our trust…

Their own wounds…

…manifested into us young ones,

…a pain passed on…

…no judgement of right or wrong…

..sure no one person is to blame…

…all the same they ignited these burning, red flames…

…triggered these emotions…

…anger….. energy in motion…

I recognise these feelings, they are making a statement…

…gentle reminder, dear one you are out of alignment.

Before I doubt myself…bordering dangerously on self-hate…

I retreat into myself and meditate…

…develop humour, peace, compassion, what’s next?

…the bigger picture…true context.

Is it just me?

Hell no, this game is all-inclusive, much rather say we…

Liberate our minds…this time, let yourself be free…

Grieve the past…

…but remember nothing lasts…

I confess…

…that it’s all for the best….

It’s okay to feel…

emotions are real,

don’t let them steal…

…your compass, your guidance system, your very own shield…

….from walking down a path not meant for you….

Self-value start from within, REGARDLESS of what they say, think or do…

If I truly had the chance to say one thing…

….it would be go into your own being,

What is it that they bring out of you?

Tell me who?

Everyone is on their own healing process…

….not a justification, just the subconscious…

…trying to bring light into the darkness,

mess…

Playing tricks,

…throwing their own hurt into the mix…

…it never was a projection of who you truly are….

…it is their scar…

…if you must go, then go very far…

…don’t look back when it’s your time to depart…

…and transform your suffering into a work of art.

Faatima

Xx

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