Category Archives: awakened

Through the hall of mirrors

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Caught in a spin cycle,

Burning gold bursts out upon our arrival,

we begin again,

as time weaves these stories, embedded and endured,

we can never be quite sure,

Pulled by the tides,

an amnesia that hides,

to us it will never confide.

that this fortress was built upon lies,

shush, please just shut your eyes,

the demise of reality, we are made blind,

night time falls and we are numbed out, okay, getting by, fine,

but just remember that a place to forget and hide,

is a place where misplaced projections reside,

these processes mechanical, like mind numbing opiates and we override,

senses, what is inside.

You will soon find,

if you have the eyes to see,

coupled with a natural curiosity

that forgetting is easy,

it’s the breaking out that require a will to carve our own way,

no matter what they throw in our face,

This game we must refuse to play,

do not feed into it and become prey,

thought and emotion are worth more than gold

choice to blaze through any false promises sold,

the future looks bright,

when you are at one and can through the darkness of the night,

find even one reason to fight,

Faatima

A losing game,

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…because how much is it worth?

Does it matter who did it first…

There are no mistakes,

At the finish line it all turns out to be fake.

Somethings you just cannot break

Unshakable, unmistakable

Aware,

Without chasing anything…without a care…

Stories, stolen glory.

A type of wealth,

Found in and of the self.

Reaping what you sow.

Using it to grow.

The attention that you pay,

Will  not only affect your day.

But your entire way…

…whether  choose to leave or stay…

..and the things you choose to say.

Letting go,

Unattached and in my zone.

Never alone,

Content in the midst of chaos

Accepting what was.

It simply went by.

Was never meant to be mine.

So now I can reflect and truly say, goodbye.

Faatima

Xx

 

 

 

 

 

I’m here now

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Everything seems to happen not on some distant shore…

Away from it all…

but a place much more near…

The truth is it happens right here…

Without exception,

Filtered through many a perception.

…lets not chase…

only for time to end up going to waste..

too busy running the rat race…

to an ultimately unknown place.

Unknown and vague…

Couldn’t have predicted that this life was all but a stage…

Kept within our own unique cage.

Unless we realise…

Become wise…

…a series of coincidences,

Synchronized incidences…

With time…

…the realm of the nightmare opens up the doors to what we have tried to confine.

Real life?

…or just a projection of what’s inside?

Find your worth…

even if you must dig through the dirt…

…and let your confidence unearth.

Love and awareness,

Faatima

Xx

 

Drowning.

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Frankly I am drowning..

Surrounded..

In a whirlwind…

…but not blinded…

Uncertain..

…yet not missing out on all the fun.

I sure know my worth..

a perspective..

Objective?

Subjective.

..like many others on this earth.

Absurd?

Intoxicated.

Wasted.

Word says…

…these days.

Not much time for hate…

Release…let it dissipate…

Don’t close the gate…

Luckily this time I’m not late…

See wasn’t just magic…up to fate.

…keeping up to date.

Alchemy.

Transformation.

Some call it blasphemy.

What can I say?

Today.

Everything is at bay.

Black, white and of course grey.

Life has a funny way of going that way.

You’ve had your say.

…didn’t want to stay.

…well that’s not realistic anyway.

Drop it..go away.

Any where.

If you really care.

Whatever feels better

Here let me compose a letter.

I’m better now…

Passing cloud, strength in the shadows…

Went on…

Felt the same as you, but difference is I was strong…

Let myself be wrong.

Hell even put it in a song.

So here’s to clarity,

No more insanity…

Tranquillity.

Beyond the mess.

Stress.

Just be your best.

At the end of the day…

I promise it’ll all be okay.

Faatima

Xx

Eyes wide open

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With my eyes wide open I saw

…through to the very core…

…all these motions, but the question is what for?

Energy draining, painstaking…

With this way of life, there is no mistaking..

When every day life becomes almost impossible…

…we cannot possibly function in the ordinary and miserable…

Stepping out and following the heart desires

No time worth much else, no time for energy vampires..

Let it be, I can now see my true worth…

Driven only by this single purpose..

Everything else can go to hell and burn..

Not how much I earn…

Not what you say…

…and certainly not how much you’re willing to pay…

Faatima

Xx