Category Archives: day off

To know and to not know

one, two three,

this should be a breeze,

with relative ease,


all manage to have the same fear,

when nothing is one hundred percent clear,

fact is nothing is set in stone,

no promise, no not even at home,

intent is a haze,

don’t think don’t get caught up in this maze,

if nothing is a mistake,

then it does not matter if you love or hate,

this stance, this way, this living we each make,

I am here to offer you contrast,

Not an obstacle to get past,

this will last and I will not surpass,

what is real,

in favour of what is ideal,

to those who cannot see, hear or feel,

a glimpse of this truth,

and with all that said, that is okay too.






To know what is next,

Lessons in being the best,

To be able to relate,

but at the same time triggered by the fate,

that created a pattern of pain,

kind of insane,

when you can train,

yourself to gain,

abundance, a better-feeling state


wide in awe of the sights,

this plight, has let in even more daylight,

trust in something more tangible,

has shaped the physical, nothing short of a miracle how…

scars heal,

when we let ourselves feel,

valid and part of the deal

shadows, being real.

The price, not always nice…

but in the end it is wise to not compromise,

if it just does not feel right.

So no more conflicting thoughts on the matter,

making space for meaningless chatter,

Stop trying to prove,

and stand firmly in your own truth.

not an absolute,

sure has it’s roots.

All these games,

a lose-lose situation,

at the end of the day.

Put this all to rest…

a lightness, weight off my chest,

only time and perseverance will tell,

what is to come next.





Made for this

It is what it is,

I was made for this,

not about if’s and but’s…

just something I feel in my gut.

Like an alchemist,

tumbling through the oncoming tempest.

a sense of direction,

purpose, an inclination.

towards something that seems better,

not too out of reach, trend-setter.

Away from the shit-storm, gloomy weather.

Spring is around the corner,

A better future, summer.

Little bit of hope,

A little way to cope.

Today I received some news through the post,

Had to tell them I now live by the coast.

Far away on the edge of the shore,

Some bits an eyesore.

Other bits simply allure.

What for?

Something more.

Its all we want,

but somethings we just need to confront.

Be with and integrate,

A wholeness, knowingness, sit still, so it can dissipate.

And once again our paths are cleared,

from all we have feared.

Like I said, it is what it is.

Told you that I was made for this.