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Thrown away the key

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On the edge of atrophy,

rampant revolution with the sea breeze,

brewing in the air,

the mist, beware.

We no longer have a care,

for the now frozen lakes far off in another galaxy,

the little people are free

weeds surround the beautiful sweet flowers that breathe,

life into the ether as between the lines we read,

grow, uproot, resist, feed,

through perpetual death and rebirth on the shores of grand rising we bleed,

transformative, awakening from the haze,

fires blaze,

as seasons change

earthy, watery an elemental stage,

passage through the malaise,

wounds cut open and the memories fade,


it’s too late and we can no longer wait,

sitting ducks and enslaved,

You may have thrown away the key,

but this you did not foresee.





Money doesn’t grow on trees…


So much to do these days,

Feels like some sort of race…

No, this time I decide to slow my pace…

Needed some relief…but they say that money doesn’t grow on trees,

All the branches swaying gently in the breeze,

…and the banks continue doing their jobs with ease.

Their greed…

A society that bleeds…

Problems that breed,

Got mouths to feed…

Planting that first seed…

Change was never easy,

Always busy.

At what cost?

…and now we’re lost.

The back story…

that we all hold…

It’s all just a state of mind…

…thoughts and feelings entwine,

to create your reality.

If you want to be a part of this crazy society..

Got to gain awareness, and just for a moment slow down and breathe…



Time spent


Every little experience sets off a new train of thought

Preoccupied by this trail…I snap back, this time I won’t get caught…

Time spent in hesitation…

…internal pressures to succeed turns to frustration..

Succeed at what?

..temporal states of being that will soon be forgot..

In this game we call life, do I just pick up the dice and place a part? the end we all retreat back into our heart..

…for it is fueled in the fires of a world in denial…

External, apart from and ultimately inconsequential…

So hello once again to all the creative, sensitive souls..

…be gentle with your self, be soft…stay whole…



You can’t make me play dead


You can’t make me play dead forever

Ten years, life force bled it’s now or never

No more am I confused

I will not be your muse

No no no I refuse

If you try to restrain me I promise that I will make hell break loose

…and you can watch as chaos ensues

You know that it is no longer an option for you to choose

Yes I’ve changed, this time there is no excuse

This is my chance to prove

….that can I win, which only means you lose

( to the people who try to inflict pain, the doubters, the classical trouble makers and people that thrive on drama…you all ultimately helped me become the person I am today)



The hardest thing


The hardest thing you will ever do is to let go..

Of the stories they told you, the stories you tell yourself…

The stories that you’re convinced are true

The ones that shape your decisions…even the smallest decision such as what to eat for dinner.

All the stories, the prisons we create.

If it doesn’t feel good it’s not meant to be

…but sometimes we develop a tolerance for routine disguised as comfort

We think it feels good

…the truth is it’s fear based.

Something we’re avoiding

So we live an unfulfilled life

Constantly searching for the missing pieces.

It’s a grieving process

Somewhere down the road we lost a part of ourselves

…it’s when we abandoned ourselves

Just like everyone else did.

We abandoned our own internal guidance system

Our intuition

Our feelings

The feelings behind the thoughts, the actions…the world at large…

The lack of feelings eventually led to a shallow, hollow, empty existence

So I am here to tell you, if you feel anything at all right now..

Even the lower vibrations

Go with it.

Go into it.

It’s better than nothing…

It’s the night before the day.